Thursday, January 27, 2011
And there we have it.
tumblr is now my newest outlet of expression.
The random one-liners, quotes, nonsense and really short paragraphs that don't feel appropriate anywhere else go there.
The random long rambles stay here, simply because I'm not used to seeing ultra-long posts in tumblr, lol, and LJ/wordpress is generally far too serious/professional for my random rants. Not to mention, if I get a compulsion to do a blogskin - this will still be here for me.
But naturally, since it's easier to write a post for tumblr (due to the little rules I've imposed on myself), the former would obviously be more active. And probably more... well, never mind, just read at your own risk.
I am actually pretty irritated at how ironic life can be sometimes.
You know, the people I don't mind listening to, even if they call at unearthly hours, don't - or hardly - ever seem to tell me about their issues. Or if they do, it's normally about issues that actually matter. On the other hand, the people that annoy the heck out of me seem to be perpetually complaining to me about their lives and whatnot. Talk about familiarity breeding contempt. Or distance makes the heart grow fonder.
Or, you know, just my luck or something. Except that I don't quite believe in luck or coincidence, so... damn. I don't want to end up like those people I'm always listening to. And yet they say the more you hang out with someone, the more they rub off on you. So why am I always with the people I don't want to become, instead of the people I want to become (this is not counting schoolmates. I absolutely love my schoolmates, you know, primary, secondary, and poly. All of you are awesome. I'm referring to... let's just say elsewhere.)?
I need to stop being so nice. I need to stop thinking about other people's feelings so much. I shouldn't be afraid of hurting people. And I shouldn't be plagued by guilt when I do so.
Labels: Life