Monday, January 31, 2011
When you screw yourself big time.
I am so goddamn frustrated, I feel like bashing something until it bleeds that warm, crimson liquid all over the place.
And sure, I could probably ramble to someone, but how would you like it if one of your friends just approached you out of the blue and started screaming and shouting about what happened and how it all sucked?
Not to mention I'm probably not the only one who had a bad day too (I hope).
So I'm rambling here, where no one gets irritated since you get to choose whether you want to read or not.
Ach, my timing just sucks. My brain hasn't been functioning right in the realm of creativity since the start of second sem, or so I think. And now I'm really feeling the malfunction.
And on top of desperately trying to wring out some last few drops of inspiration from my sun-dried rag of creativity, that has to happen.
Perfect, perfect timing.
I just had to not see that note and screw myself ten times over. Well done, girl; now good luck on thinking of and elaborating on a good plot in the space of six days.
I am not surprised at the number of artists/musicians/writers who lose it completely and go insane (or depressed) every now and then.
Labels: Life