I'm so unmotivated to write csm. Now that the story seems to branch into two different conflicts and endings, I have to choose between them, and I have no idea which to choose. I guess I'll just have to write out both branches and see for myself. But that doesn't motivate me at all. Lol.

After seeing one of the tweets on Karmy's page, I suddenly remembered that I'd pretty much the same problem, lol.

I wrote 1700+ words for Sora's next major character development, which involves torture again. Sorry Sora, you've a morbid creator. Every major development seems to come with torture. Poor dear.

I sympathize, yes I do, but MWAHAHA TOO BAD WOMAN YOU CAN'T KILL YOUR CREATOR *gets shot*.

... Ahem. As I was saying. And I wrote 0 words for csm. I only started csm after I finished 3/4 of Sora's, uh, experience.

*gets shot again*

... I don't know how many times it'll take before she learns that she can't kill her creator. But anyway. I'm not going senile, I just find it fun to have interaction between my character and myself. I'm sure Sora'd have a lot to complain if she had a will of her own. Well, technically she does, but ahem, I have the final say. Heh.

Well, guess the grass is always greener on the other side, yes? Maybe I should wait until consultation - nah, that'd be procrastination already. Guess I better start writing. Tia's waiting! D:

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